Works in Progress Wall

I have rearranged the seating a little in my studio so that I can see my "works in progress wall" more often. Each piece individually needs something more in order to complete it, but as a large grouping, I find it quite delightful to look at. Especially on this last day of January - when it is still months before there will be color in the garden again.

 

 Addition: Shortly after posting this I got a tweet from Julia Cameron with this quote:

"I have found that sitting in a place where you have never sat before can be inspiring." - Dodie Smith

I would add "or that you haven't sat for a long time..."

Cheers!

 

Identity - A New Visual Journal

Many times an idea comes as the result of a collection of thoughts, reading and observing. This is the case with my newest art journal, which I have entitled Identity.

Thinking about what I would like to create next, I've decided that I would like to put me into my artwork. Yet I don't want it to be Frida Kahlo-like. I don't want my work to be portraits of me, just the essence of me. Like my Songbird Silhouette Series - the essence of the birds. Thinking about it further, I would like to represent me as a woman. (Yes, I am a woman, but I mean this in a generic yet inclusive way.) As such it would be a statement about women in the garden. (An artist statement for this will come at a future date. It will tie in with my other blog, Hortus Conclusus, The Enclosed Garden.) I plan to use other women as models in addition to myself.  Not having formal training in drawing or painting the human figure, this is going to be a challenge. In addition, I want to configure a layout that will be similar to those of ancient illuminated manuscripts, in combination with the style of Alphonse Mucha's work. I've loved both these looks for many years.

Times of Day - Alphonse Mucha

 I know I won't come close to anything this gorgeous, but it is my inspiration.

I have also been thinking about me - who I am, who I was, who I am becoming. Almost 53 years of age, I am swiftly approaching menopause and I can understand why they used to call it the "change of life". (I haven't heard that phrase in quite a long time.) Many changes besides the physical go on at this stage in one's life. For men, they call it mid-life crisis. The deciding how to handle the future in light of these changes is what all these thoughts are about. Something perfect to journal about!

So I began a few weeks ago by gathering resources such as images from magazines and catalogs along with ephemera of various sorts. Last month I purchased the Autumn 2013 Art Journaling magazine by Somerset Studio. In it there is an article by Sandra Skies Ludwig entitled, My Journey into Gluebooks. In the article Sandra explains that a glue book is an art journal in which everything is glued down. Pages of collage basically. Well I can do that! This was the perfect idea for what I wanted to do. I wanted to arrange the clippings of women and gardens and arches and wrought iron gates and flowers that I have been saving from various magazine subscriptions over many years, into something that told a story of some kind and which would serve as a "springboard" for my artwork. Also in this issue is an article by Kelly T.M. Kilmer entitled, Finding My Way. She uses cut outs of women from magazines and catalogs as well. This was confirmation to me that this is the project I need to be working on at this time. I read somewhere, maybe in one of these articles, that this journal is the place to use all those snippets of paper I have been saving for "some day". I won't use magazine images in collages that I would sell to avoid any copyright infringement issues. But pasting them into a journal that is for my personal use is perfectly okay.

I began by selecting a book to alter rather than using a blank journal. I chose a book that had some images in it that I wanted to use and that was of a size suitable to this project. I removed several pages to compensate for the expansion that would occur as I added elements. Using just a glue stick to begin, I placed one image of a woman per two page spread. Next I added garden images. After that, blank paper to cover up the original words on the page that would also provide space for me to write. Washi tape is being used as a decorative border on some of the pages. Here are a few pages, still not 100% complete, but getting there.

Spring and Summer Dates for Practicing the Art of Being Fully Present: A One Day Retreat

This one day retreat is intended to help you relax and help you connect to the quiet beauty that is all around you. For anyone looking to stop or slow down for a few hours.
 
Guided exercises will help expose you to unique thoughts and experiences.

This retreat will provide plenty of quiet time.  We will spend time in the gardens, create a small flower arrangement as an act of meditation and work in a visual journal.
Come revive your soul, free your spirit and live the day through your senses.

 
Location: My home in Stratford, CT.
2014 Dates offered:

Friday, May 30
Friday, June 13
Friday, June 27
Monday, July 7

8 a.m. to 3 p.m.

Retreat is limited to 8 participants.
Fee is $60 which includes a generous continental breakfast and healthy lunch.
To register or if you would like further information, please email me at susan@susan-ernst.com

Vintage Blue Ball Jars - Inspiration

We are about to renovate our kitchen and dining room. Although we are selecting new materials, it is my aim to keep the vintage farmhouse look that I love. Blue Ball jars are my inspiration for the new look. We plan to begin demolition on January 1st. We are hoping to be finished by the end of January. Hopefully there won't be many glitches to delay completion.

Handmade Birding Journals

I keep a record of the birds that visit my gardens and feeders in a sketchbook journal. It becomes tedious to record the lists each day as the species of birds are quite consistent each season and especially day to day. Thinking it would be convenient to have a checklist, I created these small journals today.

 The covers are my own handmade gampi papers.

 

 The checklist was created in Microsoft Word, printed onto drawing paper, and sewn with single and double pamphlet style bindings.

 I plan to make additional journals as the seasons progress and will keep an eye out for a container in which these will fit. Or possibly construct a slipcase for them.

Colorful Cotton Paper

It was great to finally get into the papermaking studio and make a few batches of paper this week. Here is a synopsis.

In early spring I used some RIT dye I had purchased at a tag sale to transform estate sale white cotton sheets into an array of colorful cloth.

Not having the time to turn all of this fabric into pulp, I chose the bottom batch (labeled scarlet but turned out to be more of salmon) and another white sheet to turn into pulp.

First I made ten sheets of salmon colored paper and embedded a piece of fabric into each one. The fabric was originally the trim design on a cotton sheet I got from my grandmother's linen closet. These sheets will serve as covers to journals.

Next I made white paper for the pages. Then I mixed the two pulps to create a range of pinks. Some of the pink reminded me of cotton candy. (Look at that deckle edge!)

Lastly I added some yellow pulp I had on hand to shift the color to a peach.

Susan Ernst Featured Guild Member

Each month the Stratford Arts Guild conducts an interview with one of its members and publishes it in their newsletter. I am the featured artist for September. Here is my interview.

Featured Guild Member

Susan Ernst
Paper & Collage Artist

Susan Ernst's passion early on was for the beauty of the natural world. She earned an AAS degree in Ornamental Horticulture at the age of 21. She has been making paper from plants and reclaimed materials since 2003. Deciding to learn about fine art, she studied fine art at Southern Connecticut State University and earned a BS degree in Studio Art/Printmaking in 2011, at the age of 50.

Since 2012, Ernst has been studying with the Connecticut Natural Science Illustrators at the Yale Peabody Education Center. She has also been exhibiting and selling her art, handmade paper and journals and has recently begun offering classes, workshops and retreats.
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SAG: First, let's talk about collage, which is to say, layered work you create from reclaimed papers. What is at the heart of a "good" collage, do you think,  and how do you know when a combination is working?

     

SE: I think working from the heart is the key to any successful piece of art. It is where I begin. For instance, in my Songbird Silhouettes Series, I used pages from old books on attracting birds, notes of various sorts that were written by my mother, grandmother, husband, and children, along with old ledger paper and other ephemera.

I have a reverence for old books, nature, family stories and the everyday items from the past that to me have historical value. I try to incorporate these into my work. The viewer may not see or understand the significance of these papers but they add a personal dimension to each piece.

SAG: Much of your work is about breaking things down (plants, old clothes, etc.) to remake them into a kind of blank canvas or new form. That part of the work is somewhat hidden from the final result, isn't it?

     

SE: I spend a significant amount of time making paper. Cutting up and beating old cotton or linen cloth as well as cooking, rinsing and beating plant fibers can take several hours to several days. It takes maybe an average of three hours to make 50 sheets of 8.5 x 11 paper. Add to that drying time. I do it because I enjoy the process. I find it rewarding to create something new from something that otherwise would have been thrown away.

 

SAG: It's plain to see you use the natural world in your work, such as birds and plants. Why is this motif so important to you?

     

SE:  I'm not sure. I grew up in a newly-built neighborhood in Queens where we had a small backyard with some grass and a few shrubs. Not much animal or bird life. I enjoyed visiting my grandparents, who lived upstate and my aunt and uncle who lived on Long Island, partly because there were blue jays, butterflies, hydrangeas, tomato plants, shade trees and more always around.

The natural world is something I've always been excited and passionate about. As an adult, nature continues to teach me life lessons and new wonders are discovered almost daily. For instance, there is a bird visiting my garden the past few days that I have not yet been able to positively identify. I find that exciting! 

     

SAG: We are an intensely digital world. How do people respond to the sale of handmade paper?

     

SE: They love how it feels and looks. Often they say they are afraid to use it because it is so lovely. And they find it fascinating that paper can be made from things other than trees. Learning that paper can be made from reclaimed materials such as cotton or linen cloth, or that it can be sustainably harvested from a number of plants, appeals as well.

 

SAG: You were a "late bloomer" in terms of art training (receiving your degree in studio art and printmaking at the age of 50). What happened?

     

SE: My situation was that I had no art classes at all until one class in middle school which I loved. So I had no exposure to art. I loved to draw and color and did paint-by-numbers as a child, but it was never viewed as anything more than child's play.

I did have an interest in interior design as a teenager and looked into studying that. I was strongly discouraged by the admissions counselor at a well known interior design school because I did not have an art portfolio and was told that it was a closed field open only to gay men. That was in 1979, can you believe that? I discovered that I could study Ornamental Horticulture so did that. My plan was to focus on landscape design, but after a class with a particularly terrible teacher (he wasn't hired back the next semester) who failed me, I decided to switch to nursery management instead.

These creative desires were satisfied as the years went by through decorating my apartments, then later my home and, finally, designing and planting gardens of my own. When I began seeing the artwork my children brought home from school, I realized I wanted to learn to do this stuff too. I began by taking classes at the Brookfield Craft Center, Housatonic Community College, Creative Arts Workshop (CAW) and then, formally, at Southern CT State University.

I still take classes at CAW as well as with the CT Natural Science Illustrators at the Peabody Museum Education Center in Orange. They will begin offering a certificate program in the spring which I plan to do. I must say that while at Housatonic, I received much encouragement from two professors. It is because of them that I had the confidence to further my degree by going to Southern. Encouragement makes a huge difference in the life of someone who is unsure of a path to follow, whether a child, young adult or even a "mature" adult.
    

SAG: Recently you've started hosting creativity workshops at your home studio. How have they been going?
 

SE: The response by attendees has been very positive. It is in promoting the events and finding a time of day that works for folks that is the difficult part.

SAG: Thanks Susan!
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Ernst will be showing her work at the Autumn ARTS Festival in Killingsworth, October 12 & 13th, demonstrating how to make paper from cotton rags at Milford Historical Society's Yankee Pedlar Fair on October 19th, and she will be participating in artspace New Haven's City-Wide Open Studios at Alternative Space, Goffe Street Armory, October 26 & 27th.  You can follow Susan Ernst on Facebook.

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Practicing the Art of Being Fully Present

Note: This post also appears on my blog, Hortus Conclusus.

In July my husband and I stayed overnight in a luxurious bed and breakfast in Raleigh, NC. It is too bad we were there for only one night. It really is a place to go to spend a few relaxing days. After breakfast we walked around the gardens before heading on our way. I was reminded of our honeymoon. We drove up to Nova Scotia and stayed in bed and breakfasts and country inns. I found that to be a delightful experience. Since that time, which was 27 years ago, Bob and I often discussed owning a b&b in the country some day. Back home from the trip and tending to our gardens, I began thinking about how I could make that dream a reality today. No, it isn't practical to turn our tiny house into a b&b, but what could I do to invite people to enjoy the peace and beauty that I experience while spending time in my gardens?

I was also reading a book called An Altar in the World by Barbara Brown Taylor at this time. I found it extremely inspirational and life changing. Chapter Two, entitled The Practice of Paying Attention is what helped me to formulate the retreat.  (The seeds of which had already been planted last year while reading The Artist's Rule by Christine Valters Paintner, which is along a similar vein.)  I realized that I didn't need a fancy house and immaculate gardens in order to help others see and hear what I do when I am outside. If I love it, won't others as well? I took the chance and offered this one day retreat.

Yesterday, six wonderful women enjoyed their time here. They got to relax, reflect and spend some needed alone time. We did end the day with sharing. It was moving to hear what these women were able to experience from the assignments they were given and the time they spent alone in nature.

 I plan to hold this retreat on a monthly basis from May through September. The women encouraged me to add other themed retreats as they would like to participate again. Follow this link to view some of their comments here.